*****Sorry if graphic****
Yesterday I was feeling a little brave and thought to myself ' I don't need no stincken medicine' and so didn't take any.....mistake.
NOTHING stayed down. In fact I drove to meet Brian for lunch, the minute the car stopped I opened the door and puked all over the parking lot. It was embarrassing....people were walking by and its not like you can hide the fact that you just lost your breakfast and are in the middle of losing the crackers you had for snack. Luckily for me I was able to stop the car and open the door before it all came out...so none on me or inside my car! and I had a little towel so was able to clean up a bit.
I wasn't this sick with Juliet and I'm sure I'll forget the misery once I am out of this stage but for now I'm so done and just want this part to be done please! I want to be able to eat and not feel like I'm going to lose it, I want to go through the day without the constant gagging feeling in my throat, I want to be able to wake up in the morning and not feel like I could sleep for another 12 hours and still be tired. I want to stop being so irritable......but I know it will all be worth it. I'm just throwing a pity party. :)